8 Nov... today ar... haix... time pass really fast lor... already 3 days le... haix... hao tired.... cant slp too... 3 days le... nv slp well... haix... think of her.. go sch today at 12 plus... haix.. u noe wad.... every time my train pass by yishun, sembawang, admiralty, woodlands, marsiling... i will think of her... meomory... haix... think of tt time i piggy back her... play wif her... eat ice cream wif her... find her mother... bring her see doctor... play in the rain.. ran in rain... kiss her... hug her... watch movie... go swimming wif her at jurong... eat wif her... go beach wif her.... go escape wif her.... take neo print... watch movie.... alots of thin we used to do... haix.... go sch... 1 lesson then go hm le.. teacher nv cum lor.. dunno y lor... haix.. go hm... prepare.... wanna go work le... than reach there.. .they all say lata wanna celebrate wif arief(sakae)... c0s he wanna go back to indonesia... haix.. than lai di gt cum down... than start to work le.. today be runner... hmm... quite fun lor.. c0s nv do b4... i put my whole mind on work.. and time pass beri fast... haix.... 10 plus le... lai di cum le.... than they celebrate lor.. i alone.. there think... haix... think of wenwen... how i wish i can go back to the past.... but i think cannot le bahX... rite nw... even friend alshoo cannot be le.. haix.. i dunno lor.. maybe tt day i too rush le.. say break friendship... haix.. some1 say shld re jio her again.. shld i??? i dunno lehZ... i scare she find mi bothering... and tt day she tel mi she like other pple... i cant beleive it lor... hard to beleive lor.. shoo fast mahX... we break not long lehZ.. how can like.. how i wish i can go back to sec 3... haix.. the day i met my dearest wenwen... haix... maybe bec0s i make her change till like tt... nv treasure her last time... neglect her... i shld not play bball.. really shld not... really.. bball make mi lose her... haix.. i hurt the person who lurbe mi.... y last time i say bball 1st.. she 2nd... i really regret... hen hou hui.... haix... there ish some1 there shoo gd... and i hurt her.. and make her change... when started to treat her gud... too late le.... haix.. since she work pizza hut.. change le... not the wenwen le.. she change to a kind hearted to cold blooded... haix... i wish to see her again.. i scare i cant see her next time.. she say she wun able to work too long at pizza.. c0s exam coming le.. haix.... if she quit le.. i cant able to go hide at 1 corner and see her work le.. cant see her smile and laugh le.. haix... i sometime wanna go her house there hide and wait fer her to go hm... at least i can see her.. haix.. i really hope wenwen gt see this blog.. let her noe i still lurbe alots de... really... but.. i think hard bahX... rite nw.. in her heart... whu ish jinng yi... her jinng yi die le bahX... she alway say tt... maybe i change le... friends whu see this??? can u tel mi shld i ask her out and re jio her??? shld i?? but i scare she gif mi tt attitude face... and like.. i am extra... i dunno... jus a bit of willin to see mi... should i??? i scare i am a bother to her.. haix.. irratating... haix... in her heart.. ish there me??? got mahX.... haix.... ask too much chances frm her le... i think she wun gif me tt chances le bahX... this month 26... if we still together de hua.. ish 2 years.. i realli hope to celebrate tt 2 years.... but... i think hard bahX... no contact no nth.... i hope she noe i am there fer her... waiting fer her... haix... maybe u all will think.. than lai di nehX... i dunno lehZ... she ish onli there fer mi when i need some1... haix.. she make mi dun think.. but no feelin... c0s... my heart ish numb nw... but there ish still abit if feelin fer wenwen... i will always let her be the 1st in my heart.. really... she ish mine once... and lurbe mi alots... haix... i dunno lahs... haix... than after celebrate le... go hm lor.. sent lai di hm.. than alvin extra sia... he keep tokin to her.. i like being left out... haix.. dunno lor... walk at woodlands ring ther... i think of wenwen again.. haix... than alvin ask mi.. u sent her hm ar??? than i keep quiet... isn't kinda obvious... wen fei hua... haix.. than when alvin go le.. tok to her lor.. dunno y.. tok to her.. i wun think and hurt... than no train le.. take cab lo.. than i think of wenwen tt day go malaca than cum back(Chinese orchestra outing)... than no train and bus.. than i take cab sent her hm... than shoo happy tt time.. her luggae shoo heavy.. shoo many things she buy... hmm.... hao le lahs.. dun wan say le.. i wan rest and watch VCD... haix.. dun wanna think shoo much.. hope wenwen ish there seeing this... jus wan to say here... i lurbe u alots.... no matter wad... i miss u.... lots lots...

JinngYi