17 Nov.... wad a day... haix... tml ish 18 le... which ish break for 1 month le... haix.. kinda sad ar... haix... rite nw.. i wonder she eat le mahX.. go a not.. haix... really beri tired ar.... this blog will alway remain like tt. i will seldom cum rite le... c0s.. i wan keep this diary and the words... as memory... zhen de hen ai ta... haix... tml going to play bball le.. i hope not to think shoo much... haix... but i cant... her image is coming out again and again... nw i noe... i shld let her go... as.. u lurbe a person.. u shld let her go... if not... u are adding a budden to her.. and will make her more up sad... am i rite.. i choose to let her go.. c0s i lurbe her... i wan her to be happy... i noe... she ish happily these fews days... no need pple to tel mi.. the feelin tel mi.. she ish enjoyin happily... which i wan it... as long as there ish some 1 treat her gud and make her happy.. i really happy.. as i nv did my part as a BF last time... alway make her cry.. sad.. think... really beri bad.. i not worthy fer any1 the lurbe.... in my heart... no1 will able to replace her.... c0s.. she ish onces mine... and she my onli 1... haix.. i dunno when i will get over it... but... rite here.. i wanna tel her.. i will and willing to wait fer her... i hope she will cum back to mi 1 day... really hope... this ish the 1st time i lurbe some1 til like tt.. i noe wad i am doing.. i noe.. she wun beleive this... but... my love doesnt need her to believe... but to let her see it herself... when to see her work tt day... but nv see her.. which is yesterdat.. sometime i wanna cal her.. but i scare i am irratatin... pickin up the fone.. and press... 6884143.... the last number 6... i dunno wanna press a not... haix.. hold it fer quite some time...haix... and i nv cal... haix.. shed tears fer her again... i really hen miss ta... i really miss her lots.. miss the days we spend.. miss the days i piggy back her.... miss the hug she gif mi... miss the kiss she had in my face... i really miss.... feel like huging her... hao xiang... haix.. i nv expect anythin frm return... c0s.. love ish to gif and not wanting any return... i really really really jus hope... we will remain as gud friends... that's all... this is i wan onli... but... i dun think ish possible... haix.. she nv cal mi.. i really hope she cal.. my alway dun have... haix... miss de nite nite sweet dream love u miss u that she sent mi every nite... miss the love u she say in fone... wah.. i really cannot take it le.. really wanna cry... haix... miss de lao gong she cal mi... hen xiang ta... haix... wen qing.. i really miss.. i dun wanna any return... but i wan ish onli friends... ish tt diff... haix.... i noe.. i can compare to tt guy... but.. i wan onli friends...!!!!!haix... wenqing.. wo ai ni..

JinngYi

*lurbe u always... every single day alshoo miss....