6 Nov... hmmm... yesterday nv update... hmmm... yesterday... after sch... go find lai di... go library study lor... and.. study study... beri hungry.. go CWP eat lor.. walk pass pizza... hmm.. say her.. shoo happy.. but.. she see mi like nv see mi... kinda giving mi attitude lor..haix.. nvm lor... did care shoo much... than cwp walk till sianz.. go some where sit down.. than lai di.. say tired.. and lie on my shoulder... haix... like steady... but i did say anything... maybe ish onli friendship gd bahX.. haix... my mind ish all wenqing.. haix... keep walk pass pizza... but lai di dun wan mi go.. alshoo dunno y.. haix... than nvm lo... than go hm... nv sms lai di or wad lor... than cal daivd... than david say... wgs de wendy take my number frm david... hmm... than.. lai tt lor... tired le.. go slp... than this morning.. guess wad...? wenqing sms mi... she say... i think dun wait fer mi le... we be friends bahX... than i cal her... i cry again... haix... she shoo cold blooded.. dun wan means dun wan.. haix... wad happen to her... change till lai tt...than we nw not even friends lor... haix.. than jus nw meet her.. show her all the things we gif mi... and all de meomory... shoo heavy.. but i still bring... hope she will change her mind... but.. i meet her... than she gif mi a beri angry face.. haix... alshoo dunno wad i did again.. show her all the things.. i cried.. but... she no feelin at her... cum beri cold blood... haix.. than i take out my hp... i on the b.a.d wo de cuo... haix... say finish the song.. i will let her go... haix... after tt... the song finish.. than jus like tt... walk off... and ish the end of us.. i guess... there ish not hope le bahX... haix... wo hao tong... zhen de hao lei... haix... went to meet kevin they all.. than play bball... they all say i shoo stupid.. y do all these things... dun no feelin at all... but i love her... she can break and avoid mi or even break friendship... but... she cant stop mi frm loving her... nw i noe... all promise are all lies... last time tel mi... no matter wad she wun leave mi... and say.. we break le.. can still be friends... or maybe frm friends start on... but... in the end.. she avoid mi.. and jus 1 sms... i think dun wait fer mi le... haix... all promises are lies.... i will not ever believe any promises in relationship... the things she say and do ish all diff... haix.. hao lei... today i play bball seems to be mad.. haix.. than wendy sms mi.. she alshoo kinda sad... alshoo break off wif her stead.... haix... than.... sms mi lor... noe her quite well... quite a gd gal... but dun have any intention.. i think nw.. lurbe to mi nw ish all numb.... heart ish numb nw... ish break... this blog.. all her pic i will still remain like tt... c0s.. ish alshoo meomory... haix.. wanna keep it... haix.... hao le lahs.. i dun wanna say le... i wanna hide all things that mi and her used to have in a place tt i cant find it... cos i dun wanna think liao.. i wanna hv new life nw.... haix... fate.. all fate.. if have the fate to be her BF again.. i will treasure her... haix...

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