27 October.... Haix... today... kinda sad day... haix... go to sch... slack... than sms her... hmm... ask her wanna buy muai class foto a not... hmm... than after... i decide to meet her.. i really hao miss ta... than deicde to go beach... hmm... than meet her le... keep pressing her hp... haix.. thinkin... hu she sms? haix... kinda sad.... haix... than she ask mi where we are heading too... than i dun wanna tel her... jus to hope i can gif her surprsie... c0s she told mi she like to go to the beach??? heeZ.. although to gif mi tt kinda of att`... but i dun wanna say shoo much.. i dun wanna spoil the mood... hmm... reach the beach le.. we sit down... than we tok.... told her how i am going these few days... and how i feel abt her nw... and i ask her... whether she can able to gif mi a brand new chances... she dunno.. wad i ask her... she dunno.. i really beri hurt... i cried... infront of her... haix... really hao tong.... than she keep saying dunno.. than i say.. i gif up... we go our own lifes... and i cried more... and i say.. this will be last time i cry fer her... haix... i took out my ring... i mean.. our ring... and wanna throw to the sea... she stop mi... she hold my hand... i have the warm feelin... beri long time i dun have de feelin le.... she cried too... and stop mi... and i went the sea... i throw stone and shouted.... AH!~ haix... and i cried agian... when back to her.. i say... lets go.... i was abt to faint... i m really hurt.. whole body no strenght... haix.. i walk... she say... i take the bus 1st... than i nv care.. i wall all the way.... she kinda worried... and follow mi.. i am touch... walk frm sembawang park to mrt station... we walk to a stop... i say... ish gettin late... go back.. dun follow mi... she kinda of angry.... i hug her.... beri tightly.... haix... i really dun wanna let go... and i say... i go le... she wait fer bus... 173... haix.. i walk... i walk and walk... and i thought... i shld not let and gif up shoo easy... i ran fer the bus again... this is the 2nd time i ran after bus fer her... i reach mrt... i went up... when to find her.. i nv saw her.. i wait fer 2 trains... but i nv go up.. she cal mi.. becos i sms her... than i ans... she say she at the mrt le... i go down to control station... see no1... the i hear the background sound.. same as mi... when up to search.. and i saw her... haix... then she ask mi go hm.. she wanna go hm... than i say.. let mi accu while hao mah? haix... than i acc her till woodlands...she ask mi go again.. i dun wan.. i really wanna pei her... haix... than we took bus.. set together...i ask her.. can i see her hp... than she say y... see wad thing.. i say wanna see her fone book.. i guess.. she already change the name "laoGong to jinng yi" le bahX... i see le... beri hurt.. but to accept it.. haix... than i tel myself... shld i gif up? i dunno.. i ask her.. if 1 days.. she gt admire and stead.... can she tel mi... she say.... i wun have stead bahX... than i say... if she have.. than she keep quiet... walk to her house... i wanna hold her hand... but i dun dare.. haix... reach her block.. in the life.. i ask her fer a hug... this time.. i really hug her tighty... and i kiss her.... at time... she say bye.. and the lift door close.. i cried... i dunno.. wo hao ton... she return mi the ring... wif her hair band... and a word... dun throw away hor... i beri glad... i will really treasure this ring.. the really gud memory i have.... on the way hm... i sms her... can we be back again...? she no reply.. haix.. sad... think quite long... hope she will cal mi toniteZ... but dun have... haix.. i cal her... i say... i gif her time to consider... and i study hard fer my exam... she say... she will try her best... i really hope she will think the past we spend together... haix... 22 Nov... i will wait fer her.... haix... i cant slp again... wenwen... wo ai ni...

*waiting ish a kinda of lurbe u can gif....*

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